Sunday, November 28, 2004

i can't wait to move out of this house.

some of the things are worth staying for... the fireplace, the neverending supply of coffee, the laughter and good food. but there are also bits of my tongue i have to bite off, my teeth are receeding back into my gums with the force of my keeping them clamped, and my stomach roils. my right eye twitches. little signs that show i'm roasting inside. i have personally the two most stubborn, unforgiving and unapologetic people in the world here locally.

chip. chip. chip.

in thinking that other people are very selfish, i feel myself to be selfish. it's a horrible cycle, and it makes me feel guilty. pile it on. someday, with all this guilt, i will be a perfect ghoul.

three days, no word. i wish i had a magic wrench to fix my insides.

music: i will be there when you die (godspeed you black emperor)

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As a local, I am trying to ignore this post . . . :)

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