cassini

and out with it! maybe you've all been wondering. wanting to know. is she? is he? are they? and now i'm here to tell you. i've found him, and his name is horizon. i searched for him, and his name is void. i chased him, and his name is remorse. i caught him, and his name is safety. he slipped away, and his name is sattelite. softly and fleeting, a kiss sitting on my tongue, shimmering, i lost him in the night sky. i tried to see him with another, failed, and saw him in my mind's eye, breaking free of the stars and crashing to earth again. "did you feel the earth shake?" he asked. naturally i did! the kiss slides down my throat, i'm swallowing. a sattelite? nay, mars has fastened itself glimmering, onto me, it has lost itself in my familiar terrain. i need a map to find my way through these early hours, alone. my head is not my own, and it's reclamation is in order. i'll put it off until tomorrow. leave uncharted territory cold and virgin. when i wake tomorrow the snow will have fallen and it will be new and foreign again anyway.